phantom dick was how i figured out i was trans.

Was reading somethin spicy and reached down for my nonexistent dick which triggered an absolute meltdown lmao It had never hit me that hard before. I started googling thru my tears "wishing i had a penis" "upset i don't have a penis" etc and came across discussion about transmen. Now, I had met transmen before when I was highschool aged at anime conventions, but I never really like... thought I was allowed to be trans? Idk they introduced themselves with male name&pronouns and I was like 👍 nice to meet you sir. and I always said to use whatever pronouns of the Characters i was cosplaying(usually male, unsurprsingly!) my friend/first partner at the time would call me Sir. Idk why it took so Iong to click lmao

Anyway, long origin story.

Testosterone fixed the issue, it was good to me in the T dick department lmao